venting blog

*sigh*

so this blog is gonna be all about me venting out some frustrations about life lol...

really i could go on and on and on and on but i won't. I'm just going to vent about hte ones that are really bothering me.

First and foremost i hate money! I understand that it is needed to get by and live but holy crap it can seriously do some damage to a persons mental health.

Lately it seems that more money is going out than in and it is just beyond frustrating. First my boyfriends brakes were all screwed up, there goes that money, then birthdays and christmas, there goes more money and then the transmission goes...

they say bad things happen in threes and we had 3 bad things happen so now i'm hoping that we are out of the woods, but of course knowing our luck who knows...

I am trying to stay positive and work around everything and make sure that things run as smoothly as they can all considering but some days i just want to give up and say screw it all...

But i have to kep going and I know that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger but good gosh, how much more does a person need to go through to prove that we can be strong... its beyond frustrating...

Hopefully things calm down and we can get It all started with , up on its feet and hopefully get some money coming in to help with things...

*sigh* thats my vent...

time to get back to working and job hunting for myself and anthony.

cheers