slight frustration

*sigh*

this will be a slight venting blog yet again... lol sometimes you just need one..

so today i decided to stay home cause my dad needed to run some errands and needed my help... i figured that the errands would be done pretty quickly and then we would come home and I could at least get some researcing done for IASW...

apparently not, it started off at one place, then he couldn't make up his mind, and then they needed to buy more things which resulted in walking around the store for a while, then they decided to head to walmart which is a supercentre in our area, so we did grocery shopping and random walking around..

by the time we got home, had a late lunch and unpacked all the bags, it was late late afternoon and i had no time to do anything....

the worse part was that i just turned on my computer and was checking email and my mom was yelling at me to home and help her with dinner... needless to say by the time i was done helping out with everything, i had about 45 mins before dinner was gonna be served... so basically i got my emailed checked, facebook checked and read a few stories regarding the olympics and that was it...

frustration!

finally i have some time after getting home from having some time with my boyfriend and watching his hockey game to get stuff done and yup you guessed it, its 1:00 am... and im getting sleepy..

i really do hate unproductive days

Happy Valentines and Family Day

can you feel the love in the air???

k maybe thats the flurries hitting your face but either way, its valentines weekend, and for me and anthony our 1 year anniversary... can you believe it has been one full year!

its crazyness... here in canada we are celebrating family day which i believe in the states is presidents day...

best part bout family day is that i am off from work... but of course i have so many things to try and do that i never really get a day off...

so back to valentines..

me and anth started our day off with a huge bouquet of 12 carnations(one for each month we have been together), 3 gerber daisys(my favorite flower) and 1 white rose(which was the first flower i got from anth, last valentines and to symbolize one year) for valentines. he is very thoughtful.





then we headed to milestones for lunch which was yummy! and after headed to a portuguese bakery to have some dessert and coffee... we followed that up with opening a ton of gifts and that being said i can finally say what his anniversary gift was... a one year scrapbook that i made! it was so hard to do cause we have done soooooo much this year.. its crazy..








i got a ton of stuffed animals, a necklace, and lots of little stuff that was super cool... we both got each other pretty much the same stuff as our first year just in smaller version.. i got him a hedgehog and a very similar vday card, and he got me the white rose and a baby turtle to match the momma one he gave me last year...














yup we are nerds and soooooooooooo in love hahahaha....

here are some pics from the day... enjoy!

oh and i got a CUTTLEBUG! i am soooo happy hahahhaa

venting blog

*sigh*

so this blog is gonna be all about me venting out some frustrations about life lol...

really i could go on and on and on and on but i won't. I'm just going to vent about hte ones that are really bothering me.

First and foremost i hate money! I understand that it is needed to get by and live but holy crap it can seriously do some damage to a persons mental health.

Lately it seems that more money is going out than in and it is just beyond frustrating. First my boyfriends brakes were all screwed up, there goes that money, then birthdays and christmas, there goes more money and then the transmission goes...

they say bad things happen in threes and we had 3 bad things happen so now i'm hoping that we are out of the woods, but of course knowing our luck who knows...

I am trying to stay positive and work around everything and make sure that things run as smoothly as they can all considering but some days i just want to give up and say screw it all...

But i have to kep going and I know that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger but good gosh, how much more does a person need to go through to prove that we can be strong... its beyond frustrating...

Hopefully things calm down and we can get It all started with , up on its feet and hopefully get some money coming in to help with things...

*sigh* thats my vent...

time to get back to working and job hunting for myself and anthony.

cheers